Darling's birthday celebration!! ^^

Awww wonderful day today!! I'm so glad

My plannings turned out alright and God made the weather so beautiful today ^^ not too sunny and didn't rain!!

Well firstly of course we celebrated with the cake I baked for you, my darling ^^ well it didn't look and taste great but nonetheless you still ate it hehe ^^ 

So went off to eat Strictly Pancakes and man those pancakes were good ^^

Hehe ok then headed off to bugis/orchard/other places to walk walk and then mrt-ed to vivo!! And we got to see DOGGIES!! There were 2 chow chows and they were adorable >< 

Hehe so after walking here shopping here and there went to Palawan beach to watch the sunset and walk around somemore haha >< well I had two mosquito bites ==

Anyways the highlight of the night was the Crane Dance at 9p.m it was not bad (: I really loved the lights and the fireworks!! ^^ 

And of course...the hugs and kisses you gave me and your smile >< they were really the best outta everything. Being with you is wonderful, and I'm so appreciative of you. And I won't only remember this in the happy times but the sad ones as well. 

I love you so much dear ❤ Happy Birthday hehe and I hope you enjoyed every part of today, cause I really did ❤❤❤

It's times like this when you really don't know how to express how much you love someone ❤ I love you darling ❤❤❤

Riverlife church!

Hahas so today decided to go to riverlife today because my church had no service!

Well, met up with my darling first with Elisha! They played a few rounds of pool and we indulged ourselves in just acia!! (I totally forbade them to eat Mac haha!)

It was not bad catching up a little with Elisha and just talking (:

Well, then we headed off to church and I paid for taxi fare cause it was raining and both of us didn't have an umbrella and we had shawn's food >< haha! (And darling didn't have cash!!)

But oh wells, we went there safely and got to service on time (:

Ooo then i found out Joshua was serving in tech and Kenny too!! Hahas new stuff!

Ultimately, today's sermon really spoke to me. They said something about Faith. Provision, Fear, and then darling nudged me and couldn't help it but started crying le..hahas it was quite bad but he prayed for me and I really knew God was there for me as well (:

We worshiped, we sang, we prayed, I cried and I think it was a good service (:

Well, that's all I have for today! Oh and hols has finally kinda started for me haha! I love you darling, thanks for praying for me today and just holding me it really helped. And thank you God for providing my family all this while and being there and being with us throughout the entire journey (:

Just Acia with my darling ^^

No matter what, you still find time aside to chat with me and meet me for a nice lunch ^^ 

SPCA!

Can't really express how much joy i have in cleaning the dog's cages and thenplaying  with them afterwards. Today they were just sweet doggies! Especially Mona ^^

25th May

Thanks for always being there for me, through my ugliest times of my mood going haywire etc.

The advices you give may not be the nicest to hear at that point of time, but after that, you always meant the best for me (: 

Thank you dear for everything throughout these 3years I love you so much, and i know you love me too ^^ ❤❤❤

The Manhattan Fish Market!

Today was just wonderful ❤ i mean you came to fetch me after SPCA and both of us were just talking and laughing and talking about everything under the sun!! ^^

Plus how did our meal even add up to $40+ ?!! Hahaha nevertheless it's always fun with you around ^^ 

I love you darling ^^ today was awesome! :D

Chemistry

Man why can't I just get it right?!

First period chem today gonna get back some quiz that it's just basic stuff should be very easy but I think I'm gonna not do well for it even though I knew the question but I kinda answered it wrongly so error carried forward ==

Haish I'm like the worst of the worst. And I don't even really know how to improve myself..well, at least I understand chem more or less?

Study date!

So today was a not bad day (apart from school) 

Met up with belle, I'm glad I finally understand Chemical Bonding better now, and I know I have a lot to study...

I'm glad I have belle to not only help me in my studies but just be there and no matter in what situation, we can always laugh talk and still have fun even in the midst of chem ><

I love you belle! (: everything is always more fun with you around haha ^^

No answer

I never once asked God why are You doing this to me. Instead the past few months I've been asking, when will You change things around Lord? When will I stop being so lousy?

Afraid

Gonna start homework now..but it's so hard. Looking at chem just makes my heart go flat...

I mean how is it possible I will be able to pass my chem after so many failed U tests? I'm not receiving any help..I can't find a tutor..and my parents can't help me either. I've asked around for friends help..seeking help myself but it's just useless. 

I don't even feel like working hard now..man I think I'm gonna get kicked outta jc or something..

Pris..where did that determination go? Where did that 'work hard' attitude go to? I guess I'm afraid..I'm I feel hopeless cause I can't do anything about it..