I'll be waiting 4 you =)

It started out as a feeling,
which then grew into a hope.
Which then turned into a quiet thought of my own,
which then turned into a quiet word.

And then that word grew louder and louder...
Till it was a battle cry
And I'll do my best to win this battle
Even if ur sword tears my armor apart (:

The 1st thing is always you...

I'm afraid of the dark...

as in seriously seriously afraid.

Can u believe it? I scared of my own room leh(when I turn off the light)

I think something will jump out/creep out or touch my shoulder or something...

Especially a clown

(I hate them too)

Also scared of walking in the dark alone(at night)

I freak out...

eh why am I talking bout tis ar?

Anyways, when I'm walking/sleeping in the dark alone,

I think of u and u make me feel better (:

You noe who u are =D

I cannot agree more

I agree with Belle!

'Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you have talked it is about that very moment when you are doing something and wishing they were right there with you.'

and tt is exactly how I feel right now.

needles hurt

Today went for some injection thing

my parents say to prevent me frm some cancer thing...(lol)

yup, so took the jab...

(luckily my arm not sore, or else tmr can't dance for choir farewell party)

Now feel vry luan

Got so many questions I wanna ask

Sometimes I juz wanna give u up...

but I'm so afraid to do so

cause I miss u so much, almost every single day...:(

I dun wan tis feeling to go away!

I felt tt watever I did was useless...

And I feel that when I give u up

you wont feel anything...

I'm right? am I?

(so maybe its alright...)

But 4 now...

I will juz wonder

and remember, I will always wait for u :)

Early Christmas Morning!

EARLY CHRISTMAS PRESENT!

Merry Christmas! ^^

Juz came bck frm church celebration,

and got a Christmas present lerh!

Frm my childhood fren ( the book nicee worh =D )

Anyways, l8r going to my aunt's hse again

(can't wait for exchange gifts! and turkey lol!)

P.S: Sry Berek and Chryston can't make it to ur church tis year(T.T really sad)

But hav fun ther and Merry Christmas! God Bless =)

JUBEAT!

One of my fav songs in Jubeat! =D

Anyways, here are the others!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbqEzxVBfjI&feature=related -----COLTEMONIKHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leTvtFlyWkg -----Love spaceship

more...(:

Back frm mission trip!

Mission Trip/ Children's Home!...PHEW! haha

Juz came bck frm Batam mission trip 2day!
Yea..sry didnt post any pics cause vry tired now lol

Came bck in the morning
then hav to rush to a Children's Home to help my dad and stuff.
BUT IT WAS GREAT FUN!
helped the kids ther (in batam)
spread the gospel, did performances =D

Went to Chen Su Lan Methodist Children Home
Puppet-ing! Served food down ther
Quite a wonderful experince cause me 1st time hahas =)

and again sry no pics!(may upload nxt time worh)

Hope u guys hols were fun! (:

I should nvr get my hopes up too high...

Insensitivity vs sensitivity
I'm juz tt flame
Tt nvr gets blown out by you
But hey, every candle has its wax
(sooner or l8r it burns out)

So i'm just walking away,
no use defending words tt you will nvr say
and you do what you want
cause I'm not what you wanted...

Now that i'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've nvr been anywhere cold as you.

So i'll try my very best to 4get bout everything...
everything about u...
Cause I gave you everything
And I got back everything

Christmas is here dude! =D

Yup so changed my blogskin to some Christmas pattern
Songs too! =)

Happy Christmas!
(though it's still kinda early..haha)
^^

A place in my heart

The other half of my smile :)
Besides tt sad sad thing I realised 2day,
I got a perfect bonus! =D
(realised something(2 things) happy!)hahas

Everytime when I'm sad/moody
I look for my di di can le =D
he always vry CHEERFUL everytime SMILE SMILE de! =D
ahh! so happy! =D
haha thank you hor Chryston! =)
u make me extremely happy! =D

Everytime when u look at me
and gimme ur SWEET SWEET smile, =D
ahhh! i feel so...actually vry vry HAPPY oso!
aiya i I say tis too many times to u le lol
but juz so u noe its true!
haha thank you Berek! =)
I dunno how to explain how u make me feel =D

(dunno why suddenly I write tis but U GUYS REALLY CHEER ME UP!!!) =D
<3

I realised something..

Makeshift
Sometimes I juz feel lyk a doormat,
maybe...a makeshift.

everytime when u hav problems,
u'll come crying to me or asking me 4 help
I've always tried to do my best to comfort u :)
and so I hope it did help.

But today I realised something huge.
when ur girlfriends r not around, u come to me.
when they are...hai...i juz feel lyk I'm extinct in ur world.
its been many many countless times le...

sometimes I juz wonder if u reali reali treasure our friendship
I noe its difficult to give everyone equal attention...
but try to hear me out at least ONCE?
seriously...i dunno wat to say le.

are those ur true colours?