Mr Peabody movie!

Met up with my darling for movie yesterday at Tampines! Mr Peabody and Sherman ^^

Haha it was a really and funny show xP and I felt like a kid again because we were in a cinema filled with families with kids like 10 years younger than us HAHA!

Anyways, went back to the area near his house to have his hair cut and then ate at some coffee shop nearby ^^ haha walked back to his house and just chilled there for an hour or so before I went back home (: 

without my cinammon sugar that i bought for my bread ><" HAHA

It was a sweet day, and I'm glad we still love each other till this very day ❤

Confusion seeps in I've no idea what to feel. God please heal this aching heart of mine and tame this paranoid mind.

Not feeling any better..

I need answers and I'm desperate for them

I pray and really hope tomorrow's meeting will clear up thoughts...and the words will heal...and everything will just be alright again.

I just want someone to ask me how I am, sit beside me and just listen..

But the problem is, when someone asks I don't think I'll be able to say anything. How? Seriously get it together man...stop being such a child...

Reality is what scares people

Uncertainty is what scares us more

I'm a dump...sitting here staring

Thinking and feeling

I don't want to be like this

Ok maybe I'm just exaggerating 

But no, I'm not exaggerating these feelings

I remember when I used to smile a lot

People ask me why am I so cheerful

I was indeed happy

Yes now I do smile, but short-lived

No one can really figure out what I'm really thinking

Because even though I like sharing...it takes a lot to make me share

And no one has the time and patience for that..

Uncertainty is what scares me

Although sometimes it's exciting

But not when you get disappointed so many times

Because you're just hoping the result is a happy one, not sad

It's been a long time...I feel...since I felt so happy.

Well...ugh stop doing this to yourself ==

What do you mean...

Where is this heading

I'm scared and I'm heartbroken everywhere

Should I try harder

Yes you know I will

But will it be helpful

Or will it be harmful

What should I do

I know not how

But I'm still gonna try

I hope you do too...

Road race!

Yayyy Road race last Sat! One of the  events that I look forward to most in school :D

Alright so last year I had placing 48 and Choir won third! 

Well, this year....I got 28 in place!! Manz I'm really happy that all that training paid off and I'm enjoying every minute of it ^^ though....just 8 more people to get too 20 and win a medal ><

And sadly choir didn't win anything this year :( well it's ok, will try harder next year!! Hopefully I'll get too 20 ^^

Yearning

A week doesn't seem too long

7 days is what it is

Obvious? I think not

A week of tiredness

Day in, day out

Exhausted? I know it

A week of no touch

I dream every night

Yearning? I feel it

A week of less words

I feel love is less

Naked? I know it's not

A week of no face

Picture in my hand

Forget? Never will I

A week doesn't seem too long

7 days is what it is

Weakness is the patience

heartache is the yearning

A week doesn't seem too long

7 days is what it is

It's quite clear why our friendship cannot be continued.

Never upbringing, never uplifting.

Even when I'm not with you, you still can sting like no other.

I helped you in your problems when I did not have to over the phone. 

I didn't expect anything back in return, but only thought of it when you hurt me.

I've never had a friend who does this to me. 

I cried to my parents, my leaders, my dear.

I never breathed a word because I could bear it.

 And since I don't see you as often as before, there's even more reason not to.

I may seem fine and laugh about your jokes about me. 

That's only because remember and just pray to keep my patience in control.

But it's too much for me to bear this time.

I just gotta pen this all down.

You've hurt me already for a year, but you are not worth hurting for.

so true

but the greatest of these is Love ❤

Berek's Birthday!

Well celebrated Berek's birthday a few days ago and it was nice ^^

I think the beat part was actually having ze char together like a whole family at Elias Mall haha :D

Went to his house first to surprise him! Well yes the intention was meant to surprise, buuuut wasn't really successful HAHA. Though everything was still great!

PFU will be family always ❤

How is it

How is it that someone you love can bring you so much joy yet brings upon you the greatest of pain and sadness.

How is it that someone can be the warmest yet the coldest at times

How is it that someone can be the sweetest person on earth yet sting you with bitterness.

How is it that you can love someone so much that you still love him despite the frustration deep inside.