To you:

To my sweet darling. I thank God for you almost every other day.

I don't think I've ever felt this tingly warm feeling with anyone else. 

It's wonderful to know that you'll always be next to me, protecting me and being there for me (: 

I love you so much darling ^^ 

Happy Sunday ^^

Wheee

Took me a while...

I guess it took me a while to realise what living a life of simplicity means.

In the most tangible sense, would be the lack of money, the need to stand up and support others, and really never to rely on myself.

Have been apart from PFU for a while now, sometimes feeling like I'm not a part of them anymore. Well...different times different seasons and I think I slowly am trying to understand (:

I thank God for allowing me the space to concentrate on family. To just be here to grow with my family, to go through the many trails together. Also, to spend time with my darling Ben, to always be learning and supporting and encouraging one another. To build a community we share together. And also, to concentrate on my studies to find out how to rely on God in such times as well.

I guess I have the tendency to think about myself (probably most of us do). Wondering why my secondary school friends don't even bother to ask me how I'm doing (because yea manz I'm going through so much but none of them realise actually lol) 

And yes I'm afraid...probably I distant myself too because of money issues. I just can't afford to spend more than $15 a day or something I don't know

But then...why should they know? It isn't the right time and yes it probably isn't because...

I think I really accepted the fact of moving on and not trying to fight my own battles or placing myself in battles I wanna try to fight. If I shouldn't be there then I just shall not be.

I thank God for community and for loved ones that are always there, because they are the ones I know God have placed in my life to guide, instruct and love me (:

It's not easy, but why should it be? It's gonna be a journey that's what it'll be. 

Life ain't smooth sailing at the moment

But I guess it makes me wanna work harder, pray harder, rely so much more on Him. 

Because...I really can't get through all these things by my own