Takes quite a while for me to respect someone even if you're way older than me. Is that a mean thing? I don't really know.

Although you're much older than me and have some kinda position...don't think you can meet me outta the blue any random time of the day, expect me to say something when you've already made up your mind. The thing is, I don't trust you and respect you enough to give you any of my respect back to you. So whatever you're gonna say, save it.

Cell outing!

Cell outing at Sentosa today! Chilled around, played ball, frisbee, played the ukulele and picnic-ed! 

Well what else to say but just had a great time as usual ^^

 

Rants...

All those random quotes on facebook, insta, twitter, literally anywhere...kinda feeling that most of them are like emotional porn. They make you feel like it's what reality should be. As in like does a guy really have to be there to wipe the tears from your eyes, hold the door open for you, feel extremely guilty because he made you cry, give you flowers on your birthday, anniversary, or whatever Monthsary thing (that didn't even exist in the first place)? 

Well I have to admit it these things are nice...but they just don't happen every single day in reality. 

So porn is bad...well emotional porn is just as bad when it disrupts your view on reality and stuff, and kinda just let yourself drown in self pity etc.

I was like that too...expecting things from people I see from pictures, movies, cleverly wrriten down words. But who am I to even expect anything from others? Plus after everything, I see how love isn't really about just feelings alone (because feelings come and go, they deceive) but it's really about a choice. I mean who cares if the guy doesn't do what guys do in movies and stuff, or even your friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? If you can live without it, if he's good enough and he loves you in his own way...then probably stop reading those weird quotes from the social media and start improving on yourself....

Faithful God by Laura Story

May the grace that sought my heart on that first day

Be the grace that binds my heart to stay
May the truth that opened up my eyes on that first time
Be the thoughts on my mind that never go away

For You are a lamp to my feet
A light to my path
You're the hand that's holding me

Faithful God, every promise kept
Every need You've met, faithful God

May the love that caught my heart to set it free
Be the love that others see in me
And may this hope that reaches to the depths of human need
Be the song that I sing in joy and suffering

For You are the love that never leaves
The friend that won't deceive
You're the one sure thing

Faithful God, every promise kept
Every need You've met, faithful God
All I am and all I'll ever be
Is all because You love faithfully
Faithful God

How deep, how wide the love
That pierced His side, the love
Redemption's mine, oh love
That will not let me go
How deep Your love

How deep, how wide the love
That pierced His side, the love
Redemption's mine, oh love
That will not let me go

How deep, how wide the love
That pierced His side, the love
Redemption's mine, oh love
That will not let me go

Faithful God, every promise kept
Every need You've met, faithful God
All I am and all I'll ever be
Is all because You love faithfully
Faithful God, faithful God~

Such a pretty song, and I love the lyrics.

Praise you God (: you'll really the only thing I need and live for ❤

Family church camp!

First ever church camp with the whole family! Ok can't take a picture with my parents now cause there are at the front of the car haha! 

So yep on the way to JB for da very first time HAHA! Following Michy's car infront haha!

Hope we'll have a great time there! Excited ^^ 

Random

Cause it's finally jogging at Pasir Ris park day! :D 

Put on those shoes

Listen to the music

Gonna run run run....until the wind knocks me down

Don't care where I'm going

Don't care who cares

Don't even wanna think who's looking for me

Cause no matter where I go

I'm certain He's there

No matter where or how I fall

He'll see me through

Don't care where I run to

Don't care who I love

Cause my heart's big enough to hold the things so dear

No one can hurt me for long, no more

Cause only one thing matters

And is only Him

Health, Motivation, Love, The Almighty

Leg still injured and unable to bent properly haish...has been kinda long since these legs went out for a run. Buuuut this annoying scab ain't stopping me! Still trying to eat as healthily as possible! (but manz my weakness is ice cream hehe) and training myself on commandos and mountain climbers, and of course trying to tone these arms as well (: 

Reakly satisfied with the results I have so far ^^ I'm thankfully not bulking up at all thanks to Kayla Itsines body training guide, now my stomach's flatter, leaning and leading a healthier lifestyle :D

Well this ain't all for me anyways. Hoping to be a motivation for my friends out there, and running with them every once in a while inbetween breaks at school (:

Well so just a little update here and there, went to GDOP and they were talking about love for the world and all. Manz so glad I went for it ^^ have been inclined to go into social work course in NUS so far. Doing things like SPCA and Touch are really great avenues (: and applying for an outstanding student work attachment programme! Hopefully please please lemme get in >< haha!

And yesh gonna be a mentor at Touch this June hopeully things aren't as scary as they seem and I'll do a good job and enjoy myself :D and yay Ben will be there too for mentoring! :D

Honestly, the past is the past and I think people are gonna think I'm crazy for doing this...but gonna pray and seek more. Don't really feel like it's crazy either...I mean I still have so much love to pour out to you, to the people around me. God already forgave you, what more can I do? It's honestly so much easier to love then reject. Hopefully it's not only what I really want, but what God wants as well (: Lead me to your will O God ^^ 

No one I believe could ever love me like you did. And there's no one I believe I can love as much as I did to you.