For who you are~

Alright! went to church today and it was awesome as usual (:
Finally told my cell leader that I wanna go for the mentoring sessions with her and 1st session starts this Fri!
I can't wait ><
Kinda lazy to type what I learnt here though hahas>< but yea jotted down everything in my journal :D

and yayyy Darren bought me sunglasses from Thailand! hahas thanks :P
Oh wells, so another normal day at church, and next week we're gonna have YM tuan yuan fan xD

Hmm still missing you everyday ><
waiting for you to get home from church hahas, you're always out so late ><
Oh wells, I guess my trust and confidence in you is starting to build up (:
It has been not bad these few weeks, but just every night is still kinda painful without you ><
I still love you my darling, missing you <3 p="">

I love you <3

I can honestly say, you've been on my mind since I woke up today. I look at your photograph all the time, these memories come back to life..
I woke up this morning and played our song, and through my tears I sang along. i pick up the phone, and then put it down, cause I know I'm wasting my time..

I remembered when we kissed, I still feel it on my lips. The night that you danced with me with no music playing...
I remember the simple things, I remembered till I cried..but the one thing I wish I forget, the memory I wanna forget...is goodbye.

I still love you Dear ><

I miss you

You know, no matter how many times you tell yourself to stop it and stop thinking, you still do.
Gosh I'm gonna miss him so much, whenever I see or talk to him, forget what he did to me...I still love him all the same <3 why will I still miss someone who never loved me at all?

Guitar fixed!

Alright went out today again with Berek!
And yes we went scouting around to find the place to fix my guitar...and got lost in Peninsula Plaza. Yup we walked from city hall to that place, and (quote berek) 'everything suddenly turned Indian'. LOL LOL LOL.

Well, with the help of marcus, we finally found where's the exact place and yay my guitar was fixed! (At a high price ><) well, t was worth it!

So went to Marina Square, ate yoshinoya and slacked slacked slacked..(thanks Berek for lunch! :D) and we went for a round at bowling! (Heh heh I won xP)

So finally it was 1.50, and went in to watch Silver Linings Playbook! Show was nice (: something different!

It was a nice day today with Berek (:
Ok tomorrow is USS!!! :D gotta turn in early!

CZ12

Great time with Berek today (:
Yea both of us sian...everyone watch CZ12 le...so no choice both of us go watch ><

Well went to his house to eat his mum's beef noodles! Nice :D but can't finish ><
Then we played some game to pass time and left my fingers cramping HAHA!

He bough KOI, I bought Starbucks and went for movie! Ok the worst part was...results kept making us feel nervous etc. lol!

Coming home, it rained heavily so went to ws to wait out the rain...went to library and....O.O. Walked to popular to look at Olvel answers ._.

Anyways, it was a great day with Berek (: and i guess...tomorrow is the big day! ><

Well...old feelings always come back

I know..I gotta start with God. But it's so damn difficult

I wake every morning, not believing not it's all over

I'm paralysed, you don't love me anymore

I can hear you say I love you like it was yesterday
You rang the doorbell...but you always come right in
What happened?
I know...here comes goodbye
I can't stop crying
I can't do anything

Almost the end

I thought we had something..

I'm still hoping though

Begin again

You seriously don't care
and even if you did...wait, no you don't