Eeeek I'm happily nervous now cause Ben is gonna meet my parents in like a few days and he just invited me to meet his parents!! Ahhhh >< I'm so happy yet manz so nervous >< 

Hehe ❤

There'll always be a first

Ok so I was in band today for Main Service. Ok don't even ask me how I got there because I thought I was gonna play guitar for the first time in main but no...Michy said I was singing with her omgosh haha I was shocked and was like WHAT?!

yea but things went well I would say :D had fun and today's worship was really good! Our worship team was tight and really led everyone into a time of worship (well said from Hil herself!)
It was cool haha singing for a change (:

And of course strated thinking again. Being in worship core team, and cell core team.
Trained in both areas for both worship stuff and undergoing mentoring last year and now stuff related to cell.
Manz really enjoy these stuff, church really growing me well I would say (:
Scared though no matter what. I mean I'd like to be a cell leader cause I love connecting with people and wanna share, help, talk and just groom someone, but dang my biblical knowledge is like.....rock bottom haish and yes I should start reading up more and doing more.
Not to add on, newbies for WAMM are coming in and gotta start teaching them next week...manz I don't feel ready cause i feel like a noob myself lol...gotta upgrade le!!

Hahas and 2014 our church would be going into a time of physical growth IMPACT ONE is our theme. I can't wait haha once they said it I already knew who was the person I wanna focus on to impact, praying since last year but doubting at the same time. Well lets hope this year something will change :D

I know them, they know me! :D

Couple of adorable dogs I met at the SPCA, washed their cages, fed them, and played with them! and can't wait to see them soon again! ^^

Mona! My favourite girl! Love you! ❤

Kisses! ❤ Also my other favourite girl! She's the most affectionate dog ever ^^

Pal! He's an old man but loves Sticky a lot! (the dog below)

Sticky! Old girl with a broken jaw but she's still gorgeous! Hehe best part she snuggles on my lap once I enter her cage! ❤

Thor! Big name but a gentle giant ^^

Cinnamon! Probably the dog with the most charming bark hehe ^^

Boy! Has a bone to pick with a couple of other dogs, but a playful one with humans ^^

Bear Bear! He's a little reserved like all chow chows, but come on he's a beauty :D

Alright so I guess I finally totally recovered from the horrible stomach flu I got ><
Finally I can eat like whatever I want!
And yes start running!

Well, have been practicing Secrets on piano and so can't get my left hand to sync with the melody which is actually the easiest part but not exactly the easiest part.
Haha well just started writing random stuff since I'm having a mind block of what to talk/share about tomorrow in church...

Another random thing is that I finally got a new book to read, can't wait to get started. And I'm still eyeing the new Mitch Albom book in stores ever since it came out...cause I'm still waiting for the smaller paperback version (cheaper and lighter anyways). I so wanna get my hands on it!

Ok this post is getting really random haha.

Bought a couple more baking ingredients to try a vanilla cupcake recipe. Probably hope it succeeds and I can bake something pretty for Valentines Day! :D
Well also, school is starting and I'm really eager for school to start haha. Yea I bet I'm gonna be like 'Manz I can't wait for the hols to began' once school starts. Buuuuut still, having school is actually quite a joy in certain aspects lol.

Erm alright I shall stop rambling my thoughts and get back to writing my sharing.
O.o in the meantime....maybe I'll post some doggie pics first in a next post! :D

Against the current

I've been wanting this like forever!!

Thanks to my aunt for getting this for my Christmas present! Haha kinda just received it cause of mailing problems overseas buuuuuut I mean as awesome it is to get it, I can't wait to wear it hehe xP

AGAINST THE CURRENT MY FAV BAND! and the girl from the band, Chrissy is just gorgeous! 

Just thinking~

Going out with mum tomorrow yay! ^^

Was just thinking how thankful I am to actually have a whole of January for a holiday.

Just to really sort my thoughts, prepare school work when school starts, hone my guitar and piano skills, doing some baking, volunteering again at SPCA, toning my body (I can see a little of my abs already! ^^), and really get closer to my darling. And of course the most thing I'm thankful for is that I get to spend quite a lot of one on one time with my mum through outings and just being alone at home together. Talking about me and Ben, about herself, about myself...I mean when school and everything starts it'll be hard to have them again.

Well spiritually not exactly growing, but just really being thankful for how faithful He has been and seeing me through everything...and yea when people come to me with problems I really hope I can translate all of His love, what He has taught me into inspiring others and just helping people out in a way that God would (:

Well it's late so nights!

Another sweet surprise ^^

Well this is kinda of a late post but sweet nonetheless!

Belle and friends planned a surprise for me just right outside my house hehehe ^^ manz seeing them bringing in a cake and stuff was just so sweet ^^ 

Disappointed friends like Chryston, Berek, Michelle weren't there though...haish :( 

But thanks Belle, Eunice, Amanda, Phil and my darling for being there ^^

Haha not to say all of them had school work to complete when they got home ><

It was a great time having cake together haha! And later when they left my dear  and I went downstairs to my house to have home-cooked pasta (Dear cooked it! Finally fulfilled my wish ^^) and just sat there all the way till 10.30 talking about anything and how exciting it'll be that my parents invited him to our house for CNY! Hehe >< ❤❤❤

Yea I'm 18 years old but I'm still young xP and I really feel my journey has just begun. Growing spiritually, new start of J1 year, growing relationship with my darling and parents! 

God's going to be a part of every single one of them, not gonna compartmentalise cause He's the reason for it all! :D

Best surprise ever from my ❤

Blessed ❤

My crazyyyy girls ^^

Yesterday was one of the sweetest night ever, and i want to remember it forever hehe ^^

Well, JC friends booked a date with me since Dec that they wanted to have supper on Friday night.

Well, so met them at 9 p.m. outside of MJ after their mass dance open house prep thing, and went to white sands mac. Sat there doing nothing and was asking them if they wanna buy ice cream. So Judy said she wanted to shit and we just continued talking. Who knew later......my sweet darling Ben appeared with a cake!!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤ :O

Omgosh, I think everyone saw how shocked I was that I was 'hallucinating' because it was seriously the best surprise ever. Didn't expect my sweet dear to appear smiling with a cake and I still thought this entire thing was planned by my JC friends!

Guess what...Ben actually planned this whole surprise a month ago >< I was so so so touched from the effort he put in and how he actually went all the way to Serangoon to get Baskin Robbins ice cream cake for me ❤❤❤ 

Hehe the fun part of this surprise is that Ben dropped the cake (details shall not be explained xP) and it smashed at the side HAHAHA this is when we were all thankful it's an ice cream cake and not a regular cake haha!! (Cake was still intact!)

And also, I don't know why that day I kinda wore nicer then I usually would when I go to white sands. And everyone thought I saw Ben coming in and the sirprise was spoilt, but I really had no clue what was going on! >< 

It was the sweetest moment ever and thank you Judy, Weiling and Vonisa for being there and making all this happen, and to my sweet darling, you are the sweetest thing I could ever ask for and for making me smile from the start and all the way as we walked home together ❤❤❤ 

And of course God haha ^^ cause Ben really prayed before doing the surprise hehe ^^ 

So gonna blabber everything out to my parents hahaha!

I love you ❤

Flat tummy

Phew after months of training I think I can finally see those lines in my stomach! ^^ 

Ok they are not definied abs for those people who have actually poked my stomach and exclaimed I have abs...

I don't wanna be buff like having abs and huge muscles...just wanna be healthy, lean, toned arms and tummy ^^

I still have a loooooong way to go. But with more running, more crunches, planks, squats, healthy diet, no fast food etc. I'm gonna get there soon!!

A while more, I'll get this!

Can someone please get me My Little Pony Funko figurines???? D: D: D:

Dying to get em HAHA

WAMM retreat!

Had an awesome time last Saturday with these musically talented churchies haha!

Flew kites, played games and just hanged out. 

And i got an awful sunburn on my face, and my face is peeling now ugh ><

Blessed to have this family of musicians of the Lord ^^

Touch at Anglican high!

Great times ^^ volunteered for touch again today at Anglican High School. 

Haha really fun today talking with Gabriel, Daniel, Timothy, and Vanessa. And of course Belle came along to keep me entertained hehehehe ^^

And my sweet dear seeing him as a Log IC, giving out briefings and every else made me really proud ^^ hehehe

It was a wonderful day ❤

Karaoke session!

Met these guys today again for an awesome/hilarious Karaoke session two days ago and christmas gift exchange!

Haha it was a great time, always when I see them ^^ 

And of course, got to have dinner with my sweet dear later on! He just came back ^^ thank God for the safe journey home 

Happy new year!

Happy new year guys (:

Well had a great time with churchies today! Watched The Secret Life Of Walter Mitty which was surprisingly satisfying actually :D

Thought it was a super boring show at first by looking at the posters and stuff.

Anyways really blessed for all my friends and everything and my family (: 

And yes of course it's the new year and here I am missing my dear Ben and waiting by my phone for his text >< (it's only 11 plus at Kolkata) 

I really miss him ❤ and I hope maybe tomorrow I can just meet him for a short while just to give him a big hug >< 

Thank you Hod for everything you've done in my life for 2013 ❤