Clarke Quay!

Went to clarke quay today!

Ok yea I didn't go all the way there for no  good reason haha (last time I went there was sec 2 D: )

Went all the way there to pei my darling to work! And of course just have a good look around haha ^^ wow it was great to just have ice cream while sitting by the water~ (though it was a little smelly) haha! But yea the breeze and everything else was nice ^^

Took some really pretty pictures with my darling too ^^ 

Gahh

Man this feeling sucks big time. I hate changes like seriously. 

Laughed at

Hurt, hurt to the extent where I just feel dumb.

I know I'm not but I'm just feeling it now.

Running

Running as in literally running haha

Not from something but just exercise running!

Yea have been starting to like running even more now than before. Though it can still be a pain to actually lift yourself up from the couch to pit on your running shoes at times.

Well the thing is once I get out, the rush of running just feels great (:

Bad thing is the only exercise I do is running haha! Well, with squats, jumping jacks, crunches, planks, and push ups as well. 

Well, hope that I won't break this anytime soon ><

Blessed

Well it was a good week so far and I think things have been going much better now. Not smoothly like you would say but it's just getting better in different ways (:

I think the best part is me and my sweet darling's relationship. Somehow I don't know how, we're just so much more better around each other. Not like we are not that time..but we talk,laugh, eat, play and do whatever together just like really good friends, but never ever fail to be the   sweetest of all ^^

Always looking out for each other and praying. Though we have like super terrible arguments at times but it's much more controlled now and just love him even more now hehe ><

Yea..just really blessed to have my dear Ben in my life, being so patient, caring, loving, and a teacher to me at times as well. Best of all we are growing together spiritually much more often now! 

Well, I love you darling ^^ and I thank God for you everyday ❤

Happy teacher's day!!

Teacher's day today! ^^ had a good time in MJC and of course an awesome time with 2E2 clique even though sometimes we don't know what to do ><

Tough times

Tough times...but going through them step by step.

Thank you darling for being with me every step of the way ^^

'Un-pride' yourself

So many stuff running through my mind..ok maybe is just only this big issue...

But still I'm really afraid of what I'm feeling the issues I have to face if I really make this decision..

Haiz what to do? Have been praying and seeking..but I think I need more help..gonna talk to Michelle soon..manz I hope she would be able to help me in a way I'd understand..

I believe the lesson on Pride had started since the start of this year.

Struggling..

What does it feel to face your greatest endeavors..

Tell me don't give up, tell me there's someone out there. Show me it's ok, show me it's alright. To live by faith and not by sight.

What keeps me going?

Eyes can only see so far..tired of wishing on all these stars...so I close my eyes and pray, nothing comes to mind so I let my heart say...

Tell me don't give up, tell me there's someone out there. Show me I'm ok, show me I'm alright...

Happy Birthday belle!!

Well it was an AWESOME day today ^^

Project surprise belle was a SUCCESS!!

It was so nice seeing all of us E2s getting back together again all for just one special lady ^^

And of course Ben and Weitiong came along :D 

Won't ever forget this day, won't forget the memories and won't ever forget these friends ❤

School reopens!!

Wow finally school reopened >< can't say I was the least bit excited at all though..

Friends, grades, atmosphere etc. of school just kinda brings me down...think kinda because of my perspective/attitude as well ><

Well I talked it out to my friends, Ben as well. I finally told myself to really work hard for promos, and darling is gonna keep me accountable for that!

Well gotta thank him loads really for just being with me throughout this time when I'm just so argh about everything related to school. Thanks dear ^^

Well, i had a good time catching up with my jc clique yesterday though (: 

Just gotta stick to my promises I give myself, and still just balance everything out >< Dear God thanks for being with me and providing for me ❤