All into His hands

There are just many differebt things that we get to do every day, month and year.

Yesterday was one of them (:

It's not my first time worship leading, well just like the third time haha. Wasn't an easy process as usual, especially after coming back so late everyday all tired and yet with homework and revision to be done.

Yeaterday, I was so stressed. My usual band members weren't around to play in the band and had a fight with my mum again because of the stress. Well yea I probably didn't handle it as well as I should have. Thankful for Tiffy and Siling though for being there, knowing something was up and supporting me just before band prac.

I've never really experienced what it really means to let God control a worship and give it all into His hands. But I definitely had to yesterday. 

It's still in the learning process, and not easy as well to just give it all to him without having that conscious effort to take matters into my own hands.

There will come a time when the natural instinct is not to flee but to be still and pray.

There will come a time when I've learnt that the natural instinct is to give it all up to Him and not try too hard with my own strength.

It is such a good provess whenever worship leading is involved. The though process, the band prac. Tiring yes, but when I'm up there, being just someone able to lead the congregation into worship the God we all love. 

I really can't ask for more but just constant learning and more of His love :')