haha I know that beneath all the anger and hurt, I still miss you and love you.

Ironic as it sounds I love you dearly and probably always would. You want to be friends? I'm sorry but I afraid I can't (at least not right now). I wish sometimes that you would just disappear entirely from my life so things would be much easier. But such foolish, wishful thinking. 

I don't really know what else to say