Dogs

I feel lonely sometimes even when people are around me. Even when I'm smiling or laughing for that period of time, afterwards 'reality' dawns on me again. Sounds emo LOL but doubt I'm the only one feeling this haha.

I mean people can make you smile, but not everyone loves you.

Dogs are different. Though they aren't great creatures to converse with in words, something in them seems to make me feel better. Probably why I always wanna be with them when I'm feeling not myself. Dogs really are creatures that when you look at them, just a little effort (way less than humans) you can earn their acceptance and a pat on the head or chest shows them love. And manz you know they love you no matter what haha.

And of course, being with a dog gives me time to just dwell on things or sometimes gives me space for my mind to literally go blank haha.

Such a random post (well aren't all my posts this random?) 

I keep staring at the poem I wrote, I think it's the first and sweetest one. It was suppose to be given to you on 26 May....but now it's just here in my hands and what I wrote for a month will never mean anything to you anymore..