Not feeling any better..

I need answers and I'm desperate for them

I pray and really hope tomorrow's meeting will clear up thoughts...and the words will heal...and everything will just be alright again.

I just want someone to ask me how I am, sit beside me and just listen..

But the problem is, when someone asks I don't think I'll be able to say anything. How? Seriously get it together man...stop being such a child...