You're fading away...

How could this happen to me? I am so sorry...
I didn't realise what I was doing..I'm sry
It was just a too sudden thing and I didn't control my emotions well
I am bad at adapting...especially to this
So at that point of time..I thought everything was screwed
But it wasn't...until I made matters worse right?
But...I have no idea why it would end this way.

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run.
I just wanna scream....
How could this happen to me.

I'm slipping of the edge, I'm hanging by a thread
I really wanna start this all over again.
I am trying to hold on to the time when nothing mattered
And I can't erase the things I've done

But how could it end this way?
Dear God...what should I do.
Dear one...