Rants...

All those random quotes on facebook, insta, twitter, literally anywhere...kinda feeling that most of them are like emotional porn. They make you feel like it's what reality should be. As in like does a guy really have to be there to wipe the tears from your eyes, hold the door open for you, feel extremely guilty because he made you cry, give you flowers on your birthday, anniversary, or whatever Monthsary thing (that didn't even exist in the first place)? 

Well I have to admit it these things are nice...but they just don't happen every single day in reality. 

So porn is bad...well emotional porn is just as bad when it disrupts your view on reality and stuff, and kinda just let yourself drown in self pity etc.

I was like that too...expecting things from people I see from pictures, movies, cleverly wrriten down words. But who am I to even expect anything from others? Plus after everything, I see how love isn't really about just feelings alone (because feelings come and go, they deceive) but it's really about a choice. I mean who cares if the guy doesn't do what guys do in movies and stuff, or even your friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? If you can live without it, if he's good enough and he loves you in his own way...then probably stop reading those weird quotes from the social media and start improving on yourself....