Tired but not drained

Yup came back from a whole afternoon of planning for P6 camp...so tired...
And of course learning how to plan worships for both Batam and the camp.
Scary stuff uhs haha, but a good first experience ba (:

This whole week has been well I would say a really busy and almost draining week...
with unnecessary quarrels, plannings, outings, more plannings, my dear being sick
Just need my rest.
Well I'm not drained haha...seeking God's help in so many things even now I have to write down my prayers cause I keep forgetting them.

Feeling kinda down now though...maybe just tired haha.
Maybe after much talking to different friends these few weeks personally...realised the different struggles they face with or without God. Some..I wouldn't even expect things would happen like this.
Haish...sometimes have this huge burden just to really tell them do much more...about my past, my stories everything...just don't have the words
Mostly all about parents...family...I don't know haha

Not everyone know about this anyways...only tell to those I want to tell...if not I won't say much..
thinking about 3 years...that's what all the doctors said that my mum will only live for another 3 years even after her chemo..seriously?
Don't wanna believe that at all...gonna pray and pray for a miracle, and faith is really all it takes...
Haish

haha and bought a box to specially put all my darling's letters and precious things into it
rummaging through all the letters and started reading through them and started crying for who knows what insane reason lol.
Is it bad? That I get so much more emotional as I grow older? lol
But seriously the sweetest words and how his actions and love has improved and grown so much more for me.

Well, I better go get some rest now.
Seeya.