Looking at the sky

I hear the moon singing quietly in the night. I feel the moon telling me secrets of the night. Why are you lonely mister moon. Why oh why are you sad? Oh why do you leave me in the dark to shelter all the secrets of the night..

I see a star shinning brightly in the night, I know that's you,but I know I can't touch. Not right now,not anytime soon. But one day when the calendar turns a page.

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Ok I know you won't be reading my blog but I gotta say this now before I go crazy.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!! >< yea I really wanna scream it out so much when I saw you today..waa today was not any better>< Shucks...the intense feeling can never get anymore than this..I love you so much><

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Stabbed

The start of the day,i took it with a smile (:

I was surprise I found myself all choked up inside. I turn away everytime,because seeing pains me even more. I'm sorry but I can't hold back those tears..

But I know you still love me,and I'll always do too (:

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I'll be seeing you at the end of the dark tunnel,

I'll keep on running..

till I'm back in your embrace (:

<3

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O_o Dino

Wheee now on the way to church!

Ok...I shouldn't be blogging now anyways lol

Hectic weekend starts after my church again>< tests and hmk and 2 tuitions tmr!!

shucks>< well well, nothing much to say anyways hahas.

Got into semi-finals for netball :) YAY!

hahas I dun really hav much to blog bout actually, just found this dino kinda cute ^^

I'll post when I hav the time! tata! <3

Two under the Moon~

Walking across the sand in the dark of the night

The bright moon shines upon the land so bright

A sudden roar from the sea

and the rustling of leaves

moonlight picking up the glitter of the waves

Footprints in the sand embedded so close

everything froze as they stopped to hold hands

with a playful smile, they kissed one another

fingers entwined like lovers all together

Breathed in deep as he leaned in close,

whispering those three special words

she held him close knowing she felt the same...

Then she woke, eyes blurry

A slight smile appeared on her face,

the best dream she ever had :)

Two under the moon~

Written by my dream~ ^^

Gong Xi Fa Cai! :D

Aunt made my agar in fish form this year!! xD

Battle plane made by my 9 year-old cous and I! xD

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

ok I think tis is the 3rd time I'm saying this on my blog ><

(bear with me lol)

Anyways, TRADITIONAL STUFF can sometimes be so much better than MORDERN STUFF

hahas :D

Well, nth WOW happened today though just the same every year nice stuff xD

(well...maybe the fish agar did wow me a little lol)

ohh I treat my dad's sis lyk my grandma, but still its weird calling her that >< hahaha

what bout you guys? Hope tt you guys had a fab time too!

got many ang baos? hahas :D

cya!

Shedding season!

Random husky pic but its eyes are so damn pretty xP

Ok not exactly shedding season,

juz my previous blogskin kinda screwed up lol

pics music chatbox all weren't matching up well lol

YAY!! This blogskin is nice :)

can put my own pics, put my own title, best of all music AUTOPLAY!! hahahas xD

Oh btw if u wan the links, profile, cbox etc. gotta click the side bars alright? :D

Happy blogwalking!

and Happy Chinese New Year! ^^

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Ok so the visiting of houses etc starts officially on Mon!
O.o I'm excited xP hahahaha
I hope ur CNY wud be awesome :)
well, besides all the tests and all LOL

Wishing all of you guys out there A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

新年快乐

祝你身体健康, 学业进步! :D

Oh btw hav a nice reunion dinner on Sun! :)

This is really happening...

Woooo so prom is finally sorta planned?
(except for the itinerary and everything)
~thanks Terri, Costner, Nicole and the others :)

Well...I hope there will be enough ppl going >< (85 bucks...)

Anyways, had CNY celebration today
hahas ok sec sch celebrations are getting belittled these days lol
still, performances were not bad :)

Excited for CNY, but really the number of tests and amount of hmk ><...
puts me at no rest lol

BMT Potluck! xD

Yummy spread!! xP
Pics kinda blur...

Yay!

Had BMT dinner (potluck) yesterday after cell and everything :)

Gabriel's butter prawns were the BEST!!

hahas and of course Aunty Phyllis's pasta is always that tasty xP

Moving on...its really great to get together and fellowship with one another again

May be going back to Batam during June :D I hope I can make it ><

and Maria flew off to Canada..T.T

wonder when's the next time she'll be coming back though..

(thanks for the postcard!)

I learnt plenty frm the service, and the Bible can be seriously that interesting!

Asked Sherwin bout Poly/JC, yea and I think I finally got a clearer view :)

(thanks Sherbs) ^^

Lessons

I got a reminder today again. That whoever comes your way,and the experience makes you hate them,lose them,or ur still with them.

Thank each one of them and also God.

Because without them,you wont be who you are today. You wouldn't know how to love another,you wouldn't know how to forgive someone,you wouldn't know how to treasure someone.

And of course,you wouldn't be reminded of the memories and lessons you've learnt so dearly from them (:

So treasure those people and those lessons

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Two hearts on the getaway...

We've both seen our fair share of hard nights

Looked right into the face of a goodbye

We didn't know what would happen

but whenever I look back,

and I can always remember that day...

Two hearts on the getaway

feels just like yesterday

that day when we sang along

we were singing a duet

we were living a love song

Just when these four walls try to cave in

and the ground beneath starts shaking

It's you that I look to

and so I wanna sing the same duet

like on the bus without a care

that night when we sang that song

that song of a new beginning

You and Me :)

Only one paper

Hey guys take a look at this!
It's really cool...and of course

ENVIORNMENTALLY FRIENDLY!

Birthday!!

Hey guys thanks so much for being there to celebrate my Birthday with me,

and for your thoughtful gifts and cards :)

*Beapm

*Ben

*Chryston

*Phil

*Stacy

Thanks for your gifts ;)

*ZhengWei

*Eng Jian

*Cehan

*ZhongHan

Thanks for celebrating the cake with me :)

*Ryan

Thanks for singing me a birthday song xD

*ZiKai

Thanks for making me laugh first thing in the morning :)

*and of course the rest who said happy birthday to me hahas :)

Love you guys loads! <3

Nixon xD

Ok this is really awesome.

Thanks very much ZiKai for showing me this AWESOME all time, unique watch

now I feel lyk spending 300 bucks on thisss!!!!!!

ahhhh and I think Sg has it!!! ><

$300 bucks leh!! I hav the money of course but seems kinda weird buying such an ex watch ><

tatally niceeee!

Gaping hole

Today was a really nice day (: I thank Beapm especially Chryston,Ben,Phil,and the rest who were there for cake! Ohh and Ryan too (:

Cant wait for the long-awaited lunch with beapm again (:

Finally..my fourth birthday in my sec school life, but I really really felt something was missing today. I remember in sec 3 I told myself tt I can finally celebrate my birthday during sec 4 happily with you...but when I blew out the candles, I cant help but wonder where you were when I said my wish.

And somehow,im still waiting to hear your voice..

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Hunger Games

I gotta count to 3 to put this book down..

Ok Part one of this book was already not bad,

(juz maybe not the 'exciting' parts yet)

but once I reached Part 2, I read it straight all the way

Truly exciting, never like any books I've read before lol

Yea each book has its outstanding qualities, and this book is one of those which again, I don't wanna put down!!!!

Its amazing how they actually survive...

I have not finished it yet, but I'm determined to finish it this weekend

and get the 2nd book xD

Totally gonna catch the movie, and see how well the Director can produce the same excitement as what I've read :P

Tortle! Turtoise!

So one of them was Tortle the other is Turtoise!
Ok..nvm I dont think u would know what im talking about hahas!
But yea finally the awkward turtle came!! xD cute ^^ the head soft soft de hehehehe!

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Update!

Ok dunno why I call tis update...sounds kinda weird nonetheless ._.

Anyways I got an A2 for higher chinese!!! PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!! xD

Finally all the hard work on my most hated subject paid off lol. Well,I cant blog much since I still got hmk to complete>< history ._.

So I'll type everything on Fri alright? (: cya!!

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Cookiee and Cream

found this two dog figurines while looking through my drawer lol

I remembered it was bought when I was really young

Oreo Duo dogs! ^^

(if I'm not wrong, the black one is cookiee, the other is cream)

hahas

Chess game

The lines are getting kinda blurry now don't you think?

Who knows,things are seriously always not what they seem to be/how you look at it/and how you want it to be.

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Blogging

Its really easy.

Easier to type in some website called blogger than speaking about it.

But sometimes,when up too happy or too sad,it chokes you up and you have no words to even express what you are feeling now. Seriously you can't even find the word to start.

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I didn't see it 1 year ago

You know, it was that day you really suffered

the first time something was thrown at you so hard,

you crumbled.

and then u stand back up because everything was fine,

but deep inside you know if it happens again, u may just dissolved.

and it happens again.

but this time, you realise you didn't crumble

you realised you approached it differently

and you thought because you've been tired of it for too long now

and TODAY you realised that it wasn't any of that

plain and simple, you realised the answer was infront of you all along

~God

♥♥♥

lalala~

I think I finally know the meaning of True Love :)

~~~~~

1st YM of 2012!

First youth service of this year!

It started off pretty well :) with games and all

and Reggy gave each of us a finger puppet! (frm France!)

asked her how is this angel related to me, know what she said?

cause angels sing beautifully, and it has a smile as lovely as mine!

awwwww....thanks Reggy! loooooove you hahas :D

P.S: we gotta go watch Wicked soon!!

Hahas, had pizza and great fellowship today ^^

hmmm, tmr is study + exercise!!!

heh heh cause I cancelled my tuition :P

and I finally got my Hunger Games book!!!! xD

YAY!

Mountain of Spices

Oh btw I was reading this in my book and found it super nice xD

Hark to love's triumphant shout!

"Joy is born from pain,

Joy is sorrow inside out,

Grief remade again.

Broken hearts look up and see

This is love's own victory."

Here marred things are made anew,

Filth is here made clean

Here are robes, not rags, for you,

Mirth where tears have been.

Where sin's dreadful power was found,

Grace doth now much more abound.

Hark! such songs of jubilation!

Every creature sings

Great the joy of every nation,

"Love is King of kings.

See ye blind ones! shout, ye dumb!

Joy is sorrow overcome."

Yup,

I think it's a lovely poem when sorrow and bitter experiences that God gives us,

eventually turns into gladness and joy :)

Think of the hard times you've been through, and how it turned out to be much better! :D

Going with the flow....ANTICIPATING YOU!

Wheee!!

Ok so first few days (only 2) in sch hahas has been great so far :)

guess it's cause of the not so hectic period lol

hmm....so far I keep on writing my class as 3E2 and have alrdy passed them all up to tchers

LOL

and I was suppose to get my EAGLES award 2day but cause of some 'too many ppl thing'

me and Eunice didn't get it...waa...*cries cries cries*

well....anyways... ._.

TMR IS SEC ONE AUDITION THINGY

and I get to eat lunch with somebody xD hahas I hope!!

Air-conditioned classroom isn't that cold so far :)

and there's Chinese tmr ._. (I dunno if I shd dread chinese lessons like what I always do, cause I'm afraid of dropping HCL at the same time lol)

Anyways I believe tmr wud be a much much better day!! :D

and of course I get to see certain people xP

Back to School!

1....2....3....POOF!

Mari kita rakyat Singapura.....

yea back to sch!! (excited + nervous+ etc.)

Anyways! This time no play play le...(ok maybe for certain periods xP heh heh)

Sian dun wanna stress myself out when its not even the first day

well, sch will always be the same :) FRENS! STUDIES! HOMEWORK! EXAMS!

juz a little difference this year which is...

more anxieties, more stress, more revision, more time spent in sch!

and the final O Levels :)

yea gonna work hard..all for VETERINARY COURSE!

Though despite all this, I think I'll also be spending much more time in CHURCH! xD

hahas hope tmr would start off well! :)

HAPPY MUGGING PEOPLE! :D

~oh btw as usual I won't be posting much here after today,

maybe juz short ones sometimes :)

but dun worry, this blog will never go dead hahas! xD~

They aren't enough..

Sometimes you feel a little afraid..it feels like you've been holding that hand for so long, someone you never hesitate to run to whenever and wherever. But then now you don't feel the same warmth anymore..

You have what you need to survive..a compass,a map,food. But somehow you know that it feels different..

it feels like ur doing all this alone ><

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Is it true tt the ones that make you cry are the ones you love the most??

O.O?!

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Gotcha!

Ok these are a few weird stuff that I realise bout myself, or people actually realised bout me! xD

1) I realised I'm not a people person
2) I realised I STILL hate humans...lol seriously (I know its bad...)
3) I try really hard to be humble at times...(Im still working on it)

4) People always see me as really quiet, but realised I'm a crazy monster inside
5) Everyone says my voice is kinda low...but gimme that O.O face after knowing I'm in SOP 1
6) People do not know I hate humans.

there shd be much more...I juz can't think of it right now hahas...yea tts generally the idea xD

Happy new year!!!

2012!!!

Ok..obviously I'm not talking bout the movie...lol!

My new year resolutions! Here they are ^^

(not sure if there are resolutions..but u get the idea xP)

1) GET LOWER THAN 11 POINTS FOR O's!!! / study harder ><

2) Get into VETERINARY course!!!

3) Breakdown the barrier which is causing me to spread the gospel

4) Serve much much more in WAMM! xD

5) Seriously to be more tactful to my parents, and not let out a fuse everytime I get irritated with them.

Hope that New Year Celebration was fabu ytd for you guys!
Happy New Year!!! xD