New year!

New year resolutions to be posted tmr!!

Hahas HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! Hope tt 2012 would be another awesome year,and God will show himself to you even greater than before!! xD

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Don't take this to heart :)

What is wrong with you?

why do you keep on talking to me about your past?

come on...get over it already ==

Get this in your thick skull.

Everyone is different

what he gave you was special yes...extraordinary-ly special

but you can't expect someone else to be exactly like him can you?

get a grip of yourself...hear yourself lurh ==

Everyone that tries to help you, you compare him/her with him

SERIOUSLY?!

Yea yea...u can't get over him so whatcha gonna do bout it?

MOVE ON and dun keep on searching for someone who

has the same personality
has the same 'charm' or whatever you call it ._.

has the same....

argh...just STOP trying to find someone else that is similar to him,

cause come on you know...YOU WILL NEVER SUCCEED.

what is ur problem???!!! ==

~talking to myself~

True colours

Tmr got a nice long busy day again (:

Hmm learnt something these few weeks..whereever ur placed (even how suck-ish it may seem) God placed you there for a reason,we are not by accident.

And..just be who you are inside,dun change urself juz because you wanna fit in (:

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I love my guitar!!

My sis bought me a piano/guitar music book frm Logos!

Awww..thanks!! Hehe^^ but I gotta play my left game by ear..try it tmr!! xD

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#amatuer

Lol...never ever heard of the song Run before..
ok maybe I did, but I do not remember!!
T.T piano is soooo much easier than guitar sometimes lol
sheesh how to magically make my notes JOIN together??? lol
ltr tmr kena scolding frm Sherwin....ah hahahaha!!
Sry Sherbs! ><

Lalala~ ._.

Going bck to sch tmr!

weird...sch uniform lyk rotting in the cupboard>< ah hahaha

sch starting really soon! I have mix feelings...but more of excited xD

Church (youths) planning on flashmob!!!

#LikeABoss!!

Needa those funky green glasses tt Timothy bought in Thailand ._.

and I'm still debating if I wanna find a job..or do voluntary work in SPCA...

hahahas...yea looking forward to a more exciting day tmr! :D

she Burns in the fire

and Revives in the ashes..

Lullaby

I remember tears streaming down
When you said I'll never let you go
When all the shadows almost killed the light
I remember saying, Don't leave me here alone
but all that's dead and gone and passed tonight.

Just close your eyes
the sun is going down
we'll be alright
no one can hurt us now
come morning light
you and I'll be safe and sound

Everything's on fire
The war outside this door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone.

Kiss the Rain...

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The one to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
One that only, exists in my dreams
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

Yup!..finally manage to play this piece and sing along with it

memories always come flooding back...

yea, have been playing really sad piano pieces for a long time le

time to move on to happier ones (: hahas

Piano craze!!

Japanese piano classical music is my fav now!!

How in the world did my blog become a twitter??!! :X

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*Sniff sniff*

Hot soybean milk
Hot lipton tea
Hot cocoa

Best remedy for my sensitive nose xD

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BMT

able to spot me? :P
after soccer and netball! :D

Taking chances

I thrive for experience
So many things I've not tried out yet><
Long way to go (:

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Staring blankly on the com screen

typing typing typing....

._.

Fly up, but know I'll always be on the ground waiting.

It started out as a feeling

which then grew into a hope

which then turned into a quiet thought

which then turned into a quiet word

and then that word grew louder and louder, till it was a battle cry

I'll come back when you call me, no need to say goodbye

Now we're back at the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

but just because they can't feel it

doesn't mean you have to forget.

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

Till their before your eyes

You'll come back when they call you, no need to say goodbye.

New Heights

How is it that I find myself not as strong as before?

How is it that when people say unkind things to me I turn bitter fast?

How is it that when others are feeling down, I can't seem to make them smile?

It was last year I remember...

no matter how hard someone tries to put me down, I can still find a way out

no matter how sad someone is, I'll give my all to make that someone smile

no matter countless times I receive a negative, I counter back a positive

It's what I do everyday, Smile

But..

How is it that I feel so insecure

How is it that I feel I will lose so much

How is it that I can't hold back my tears

How is it that I find myself not as strong as before?

Communication

Message?
Phone call?
Email?
Letter?
or Face to Face??

God wants to speak to us directly. It shows the intimacy of love (:

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Christmas at Church!

Conrad- Nice hat LOL! xP

Sherwin- waa look so shuai in blazer! xD

Timo- i wan ur glasses! :P

had a wonderful time as usual in church CHRISTMAS!

awww...love all who were there and gave me all ur sweet sweet cards ^^

waa today I'm really into the Chirstmas spirit hahas

going to aunt's hse ltr!
TURKEY!!! xD

Merry Christmas guys :)

Merry Christmas! :)

Ok as usual I won't have time to blog on Christmas

so here's an early Christmas wish!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

May God Bless all you guys,

and just remember and enjoy the true meaning of Christmas! xD

puppy dog eyes O.o xP

awwww... thanks Chryston for the Stitch! xD
I'll hang it on my bag once in a while! hahas :)

awwww...^^

YAY!!!
Finally I good pic with Chryston Boo + Ben 2gether hehe^^

Christmas Eve!

Ok so went to riverlife today hahaha yay! xD

So nice zhiyu their all accepted Christ! :D

Yup im blogging on the bus but I cant send the post. And the food on my lap is giving me a suana lol.

Btw taking bus 3 at 8p.m doesn't make any diff ._.

Haha!

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Hinds Feet on High places

I thank my P6 Sunday sch teacher for giving me this book :)

didn't really get the meaning of this book until recently

God give us trials etc. PAIN and SUFFERING

we wonder why he gives us these things and my faith really wavered..

yea I kept on questioning God...

but as I grew with Pain and Suffering..it eventually turned into

JOY and MERCY :)

Go read this book ok guys? Really wonderful xD

Beach! at Batam

Had an awesome time at the beach for Amazing race :)
I believe all the kids had fun too!
hahas nope I'm not in any of the photos!

BMT photos :)

Elephant Parade

The certificate that came along when I bought the elephant :)

Elephant Parade

It is Elephant Parade's mission to become one of the world's largest financial support organisation for elephants. At the same time Elephant Parade products will attract worldwide attention as well as much needed publiv awareness and support for the cause of elephant preservation: Elephant Parade rlephants will not go unnoticed by the wider public!

Each Elephant Parade Elephant is an unique art object. World class artists have made teh special designs. All the elephants are hand made and hand painted in a limited edition.

Additionally, you will make a donation by buying a Elephant Prade Elephant

**I'll be posting more of Elephant Parade on my Wild-lifeless blog
Just wanna thank and praise Singapore for supporting this organisation and making this known to many around us :)

Remember...save wildlife!

Elephant Parade

HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT THIS??

Well, its an financial support organisation for elephants!

to raise public awareness and support for the cause of elephant preservation.

when I heard bout this I was elated :)

yup! I went to Vivo and got one the of figurines to support them :)

one small one lyk tis cost bout $59

(but hey...anything bout animal conservation its worth it!) ^^

BACK at last :)

Back from Batam!
k I wont type much now cause I'm kinda overwhelmed by many many stuff I gotta blog bout
LOL
but it was a really great first experience for me :)
and I HALLELUJAH
now I can speak Eng and Chinese without anyone giving me the 'what r u talking bout' face xD
I seriously cant wait for Logos tmr
and Christmas is..... COMING... COMING... COMING!!! :D
YAY!!! xD

Finally (:

'Therefore go make disciplies of all nations, baptising them in the. name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.'

Matt 28:19

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BMT!

Tmr is where the exciting days start again!
After an awesome time at Belle's chalet on tues :)

Off to Batam tmr for mission trip. xD

Pray tt weather wud be anything but rain, and everything wud run smoothly :)

Beapm! WILL MISS YOU GUYS, hope to see everyone of u on the 24th at church!! :)

Chryston and Benjamin! LOOOOOVEE YOU TWO! cant wait to see u guys on the 23rd/24th :)

and for you...well,

not sure if u wud see tis,

but its been so long since I saw u or heard frm you...I really miss you.
be safe and hav a great time overseas :)
Merry Christmas..
<3

eVerlasting!

Ok pics are finally up!
Got few weird ones ._. so I'm not gonna put it up here lol...
This is my team! eVerlasting hahahas

Looking back but never going back...

As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay cantered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

I may look back...but I know I'm never going back.

sian...I did smth to my blog and now its messed up == lol
shall redo it ltr when I hav the time...

Fa la la la la~

It starts frm tomorrow!!

as in my most busiest few weeks ever lol...

out tmr for chalet etc. then Batam! then Duolos ship then Christmas at Riverlife then my church!

Rest time= after Christmas

So yea...dun tink I'll be able to post much often starting frm tmr onwards><

so juz a super Early

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

(btw dont forget bout the true meaning of Christmas!) xD

SHEDDing season!

Ok! just as usual, end of the year I always change my blogskin

ahhhh actually I juz wanted to change into a Christmas theme?

But yea me and my busy schedule....I dun tink i wud hav the time to change it bck again.

So I found this skin..lol kinda girly though ==

but I juz lyk the black background xD

So....I juz finish hanging/putting up my Christmas tree!

hehehe sooo nice xD

and ar...I seriously gotta call people and clear up stuff so cya!

Christmas!!

Ok yay! Got Chryston's present (hope he likes it)

Dunno im really really looking forward to Christmas this year and I seriously cant wait!! xD

Right now im just sleepy and half hyper bout plenty of stuff hahas..and waiting for a few more minutes before I can call him ^^

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UP- SIDE DOWN

Ok now I officially want an awkward turtle keychain!!!!
ahhh I really wan one ><

awww man...a scab on my face==

Face leh...sian now lyk gonna be a scar on a girl's face...isnt pretty. Ahh sian ==

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Update (my life)

ok....Zi Kai juz told me he learnt some breakdance moves frm a group he joined...
WAT!! I also wan try...T.T
and dun even hav time meet him for prac...
sry Zi Kai we agreed so many times but I can't ><

ANYWAYS....my leader juz told me tt I'm gonna be Esther for bmt skit!
hahahas! feel nervous? excited? I dunno...both ba :)
but sadly my whole Sat is taken up till 6p.m. T.T
but lyk ahhas quite cool....Queen Esther xD
Hope I act her out well! :)

Tmr going badminton! YAY!
Can't wait to see ppl again, and ar I really wan green shoes >.<
Lets see if my mum allow me get for b'day :P

Christmas li wu

ok blogging on phone again!

Doing math lalala~ getting kinda distracted by christmas presents! Ahh wat to get...more importantly also, WHERE TO GET?! hahaha well, best thing is..super excited to give them :D

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Dun think so much..

lalalala~
I seriously feel like blogging but like got nothing to blog about
my mind like wanna say smth, but its blank.
LOL
I guess I'm juz bored.

Was randomly looking at ppl's tweets today and I came across his...
'To you it may be a storm, to me it is one of the best decision I've made'
I dunno tis seriously struck me><
Can't and wont say anything who izit related to...
but first thing I was like...yea it can relate to me lol
Why not?

2011 youth camp

Back from CAMP!

Yea...it was one of those memorable camps and so many accepted Jesus Christ!
At the start of the camp I wrote down on paper and prayed to God that he would show we who I am, and how I am loved by Him. I also prayed that he will show me that team members frm my team would be saved.

2 non-believers (never went to church before, first time in youth camp) they accepted Jesus!
Everytime was so touched by God's love and they were too :)
Couldn't stop thanking God about this
want I wanted to acheive at the start of the camp,
hahas...yea.. I GOT IT! :D

I dont hav pics though cause all with other ppl...but if they upload it on fb I'll post it here :)

Praise the Lord! xD

I love those two guys xD

Hehe Dec started off awesome cause HAD LUNCH WITH MY TWO TREASURED GUYS! xD

Lol Chryston and Ben! (:

And the fun of Dec finally starts tmr! Off to youth camp tmr!

Cya on Wed xD

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MBS

Hahas went to Marina Bay Sands on Mon!

Yea walked past Candylicious store and saw the super cute M&M!

hehehe immediately went to take pic (though my hair kinda messed up)

yup and I also saw the Christmas tree there...

hmmm pretty xD

Crossroads?

Sometimes I wonder why we both left. Why we both didnt turn back to try to get things the way it was before the storm.

Sometimes I do wonder why we knew each other for tis long...but we end up even colder than strangers alike.

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I love you <3
u were always there for me :)

Re-living it

I mean...come on
who wants to feel unsure, doubtful and scared.

But yea you give ur heart to someone, you know that person never once did accept it
but for how long u still left it there..and time after time
u knew ur broken heart was fixed by him, and then broken by him and then fixed again
U were like hallelujah this will NEVER end!
then KABOOM...

lol....nah I'm still on my own two feet hahas
I got great friends all around me I have God xD
But seriously with relationships...
who shd I trust?
for now...I leave my heart with him.
Yea I'm hopeful...much hopeful :)

But this time...it's attached to a string...to my wrist....wif his bandages.

Hanging on a thread

hmph...
Why does my mind keep on flashback-ing to you?
Its been how long...I bet you dont even think of me
better still....even wanna think of me.

I gotta move on...yea I told myself to move on.
Wait I'm already moving on.
Nah my memories are still back in those hazy days ._.

WATS WRONG WITH ME? LOL

Yea...for u've been reading my blog for all these months
I bet ur alrdy used to and maybe even annoyed by my moodswings on blogs lol

Yea...ur still on my mind ==

Cell dinner

whoooo! Kinda like the 1st cell dinner we had :)
ok...though got three ppl not here cause overseas and with family! T.T
anyways, we were sending regina off to France for her French lessons :)

hahaas great time there, and...
Yep God Bless you Regina!

Powerpoint fanta!

ok this is so true!!

Mixed feelings

Ahhhhh...having mixed feelings again><

My tongue is tied, my whole body feels so weak whenever I rethink everything I've been through><

And it might be wonderful, it might be magical

it might be everything I've waited for...

But even if I fall in love again. I can tell you and I mean it

It will never ever ever be the way I loved you...><

Separate ways...

September took me by surprise

and I was left to watch the seasons change

Memories of you have suddenly gone bleak

Sometimes I wish I could just move on...

But the memories of you still lingers everywhere

whenever I lie on my bed in the middle of the night

I never thought this could ever end

Everything is different now, can we stop the world from turning?

I'd never thought I had to let you go,

Never thought I'd ever feel this low

and now it all seems so far away as the ashes of memories lie in the middle

and we go our separate ways.

Owl Maniac

Hey guys this is super cool lol!

TWITTER

Alright, I've been twitting more often these days hahas
as long as I hav wifi, yup twitting! Random stuff all over again ._.
isn't tt's what twitter about? hahaas

Well...catching up wif life recently, got my Inheritance book
Managed to play through half of piano song
Though I'm overwhlemed with bmt stuff and all

Right now I'm updating my phone...and it seems I've juz made it worse
it's hanged now ==
Wish me luck!

1...2...3...POOF!

Sometimes you gotta open up to see doors opening up for you.
Yea..its hard to accept a different thing, to accept changes.
But it is better I guess to experience different things once in a while

Though I really hate changes>< but if it changes for the better...why not?
:)

HOLIDAYS!

WOOOOOOO!!!
Hols are finally here! (ok apart frm all the hmk tuition and everything==)

Nevertheless...I think I sorta got my plans sorted out hahas

1) (14/11)- BEAPM OUTING! <3
2) (17/11)-Watch Tower Heist with Zi Kai
3) (2/12)- Outing with Ben, Chryston and Belle! <3
4) (4-7/12)- Youth camp!
5) Belle's chalet! I forgot when ><
6) (16-22/12)- Batam mission trip! :D
7) (24/12)- Christmas celebration at riverlife! :D

Yea! it's really exciting! Especially during DEC
I seriously can't wait for CHRISTMAS expecially :D
ahhhh excited ttm!
Hope ur hols will be great too :)

Late post!

I know! These few days my posts arent so frequent..yea cause of bridging and chinese exam etc. Well, its ok! I'm back lol..and tis is gonna revive again! XD 

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Chinese!!

Chinese O levels is tomorrow!! Kinda nervous now>< but gonna study somemore and sleeping early! Best of luck to those taking the same paper as me too! xD God Bless! :D

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Promise in the dark

You promised to keep in touch did you not?

I remember you did..I will always remember it. The day you assured me then telling me you promised to keep in touch.

So where did that promise go? Why was it broken?

You promised....T.T

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Wow didnt know ur such a splendid planner...planned out everything since the start huh? Ooo yea (:

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Mum's Birthday

1-Altitude!

Ytd was my Mum's birthday celebration!

Dad booked this restaurant called Stellar at 1-Altitude

Really amazing place with candle-light dinner and everything :) hahas

Food fwas awesome too! Especially the sushi!

Though some of the taste were totally out of our league!

Ultimately we had an amazing time...and view! :D

Happy Birthday mummy :)

Can't shake me off can you?
Hahahas..dun worry, I've shaken myself off long ago :)

10 simple things we learn from them :)

Woooooo!

Lol...back with another rant about how great dogs are and everything XD
Ok...plenty of things we should learn from dogs

1) Be loyal

2) Never pretend to be something you're not

3) If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it

4) When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently

5) Avoid biting when a simple growl will do

6) Delight in the simple joy of a long walk

7) When loved ones come home, always run over to greet them

8) When it's in your best interest, practice obedience

9) Love someone for who he is

10) Remember, a dog wags its tail with its heart

*SHOUT OUT to all the awesome dogs out there to love and be loved XD

:)

Yea...
Berek ur one of them...

Chryston's Birthday BBQ!

Yup! Ok this is kinda of a late post...but...who cares! hahahas XP

Chrysotn's Birthday party we held BBQ party at my place

Hmm..yea starting abit fail cause cannot start fire...

But the guys were A-W-E-S-O-M-E helped out for lyk the entire fire thingy

Ppl ther...hahas Chryston said he had fun so tts the main thing:)

AND I CAKE SMASHED HIM!!!

Yea...Elisha and Marcus held him. *WHACK* *SMUDGE* Chryston's face EPIC! hahas

Yea...he clever ltr I smiling for camera he also do the same! Except wasn't tt bad lol

So..thanks Chrysrton? hahaas :)

Yea..late post but glad you enjoyed that day!

love you!

What I wanna say

You shall hear it....

Yea..I've been listening to a lot of music lately, and I finally found the perfect song for you!

Yea..I've been searching so long, and I can play it on the piano too! I mean i gotta go and prac...but one day if it is possible, I shall play it for you

It isn't a really happy song...just something to think about :)