Impact 1

Well, so last night wasn't such an eventful night...

Heartbreaking I would say...and how hopeless I felt when it was thrown at me. Honestly I didn't want to believe it and the first reaction was to rebut, was to question, was to just say something...but nothing came out...guessed I was really too stunned...unable to help verbally.

I prayed yesterday, asking God why...though actually I think I know why.

Crying eased the unexplainable hurt and confusion, but there isn't any use. 

I'll keep praying, remembering the story of the prodigal son helps. 

A good friend will always be a good friend even if they change over the years. Loyalty and being unable to let go can sometimes hurt myself, but it can also mean that if someone stops fighting I'll fight for him, and I know that my dear LORD and God will never ever stop chasing and pulling His loved ones back.

I've seen God quite clearly through my years and mini miracles He did in my life. This may be a 'bigger' one, probably one that will take time even. But really, nothing is too big for Him...especially when I know He's someone who chases after the ones He loves.

Just keep praying...and with prayer comes action too. Impact One

Spirited Away the Joe Hisashi Ochestra

I have been looking forward to this day since when Berek told me about this Orchestra :D Manz can't thank him enough for finding this out and telling me about it! Haha ><

Anyways enjoyed myself yesterday with Berek, Chryston, Qi Feng, Phil, Belle and Ben. Although they were hiccups along the way where we were almost late and Berek and Chryston were rushing to get to Star Theatre ><

Have been and still am a fan of Joe Hisashi's music ever since I watched Spirited Away 3 or 2 years ago! 

Best part was the songs 'One Summer's Day' and 'Summer' which are songs I've been learning on piano!

Haha and the encore was great xP bet the orchestra (SSO) was already prepared for it haha!

So we ended late around 10 plus and wanted to go for ice cream! Buuuut it was so late so train-ed back home.

Hahahaha gosh Berek was so funny think he made everyone laughed there :D good times really. These friends cannot and never will be replaceable. I always think about them when making new friends and stuff, God really blessed me with these special people whom I know will be friends for life (:

Can't wait to have more musicals/orchestra!! :D MUSIC IS AWESOME!

No face!

Valentine's Day!

Haha isn't it a little cliche that on Valentine's Day couple will be celebrating it? >< Well honestly, I don't really know what's the story behind this day haha!

Nonetheless, baked a rainbow Valentine's Day themed cake and chocolate covered strawberries for my dear ^^ He had TOUCH before that so met him kinda late for dinner >< 

Well, had a really sweet time together ❤

Everyday is Valentine's Day with you ^^ 

A day to look forward to

And when I've met my loved one family and interacted with them, I feel really happy.

Yup! Went to Ben's house today for first ever CNY celebration! Not gonna say much, just ya know it was really awesome (:

CNY visitation! 3 Feb

So yesterday was the day Ben came to my house to bai nian/ visit my parents haha! Manz I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous ><

But everything went well haha ^^ had funny conversations together with my mum and played XBox together HAHA! 

And yea we had spaghetti together and I believe Ben enjoyed it too hehe ><

So later went out for Frankenstein movie and had dinner! Feel so happy ^^ finally my parents got to meet my darling and got to see him after 2 weeks ❤ (which feels soooo long >< )

Haha >< well, school is starting real soon I can't wait for the studying to begin! But I'm nervous too >< D: 

Cny 1st/2nd day!

Well 1st and 2nd day of Chinese

New Year was of much of a difference from previous years, just that this year we visited my mum's second brother's house and his son bought his dog along!!! Omgosh it was the cutest, most handsome, energetic and friendliest dog ever hehe >< and the happiest thing is that my mum said I CAN FINALLY GET A DOG ONCE I'M READY. 

Manz I'm ready alright, but still gotta wait for 2 more years *sobs sobs* cause I know I won't have time now to train my dog and stuff so gotta wait till after As (where there will be 8 months to do so!)

GOSH I'M SO HAPPY ^^

and of course tomorrow my sweet dear will be coming to my house the first time to see my parents haha >< ugh a bit nervous ah but I gotta do the same at his house the next week :O

Well, can't say how happy I am though ^^

Spritey boy! ^^