25th May

Thanks for always being there for me, through my ugliest times of my mood going haywire etc.

The advices you give may not be the nicest to hear at that point of time, but after that, you always meant the best for me (: 

Thank you dear for everything throughout these 3years I love you so much, and i know you love me too ^^ ❤❤❤

The Manhattan Fish Market!

Today was just wonderful ❤ i mean you came to fetch me after SPCA and both of us were just talking and laughing and talking about everything under the sun!! ^^

Plus how did our meal even add up to $40+ ?!! Hahaha nevertheless it's always fun with you around ^^ 

I love you darling ^^ today was awesome! :D

Chemistry

Man why can't I just get it right?!

First period chem today gonna get back some quiz that it's just basic stuff should be very easy but I think I'm gonna not do well for it even though I knew the question but I kinda answered it wrongly so error carried forward ==

Haish I'm like the worst of the worst. And I don't even really know how to improve myself..well, at least I understand chem more or less?

Study date!

So today was a not bad day (apart from school) 

Met up with belle, I'm glad I finally understand Chemical Bonding better now, and I know I have a lot to study...

I'm glad I have belle to not only help me in my studies but just be there and no matter in what situation, we can always laugh talk and still have fun even in the midst of chem ><

I love you belle! (: everything is always more fun with you around haha ^^

No answer

I never once asked God why are You doing this to me. Instead the past few months I've been asking, when will You change things around Lord? When will I stop being so lousy?

Afraid

Gonna start homework now..but it's so hard. Looking at chem just makes my heart go flat...

I mean how is it possible I will be able to pass my chem after so many failed U tests? I'm not receiving any help..I can't find a tutor..and my parents can't help me either. I've asked around for friends help..seeking help myself but it's just useless. 

I don't even feel like working hard now..man I think I'm gonna get kicked outta jc or something..

Pris..where did that determination go? Where did that 'work hard' attitude go to? I guess I'm afraid..I'm I feel hopeless cause I can't do anything about it..