We both know

They all say it, all the ones who made it
Once you find the one you claim it
But you’re gonna have to fight

When I think back, the things that threw us off track
We handle like a heart attack cause we didn’t see the light

But now,
We both know our own limitations
That’s why we’re strong
Now that we spend some time apart
We’re leading each-other out of the dark,
Cause we both know

From this moment, forget what we were scared of
Say you’re never giving up
Try to be the one who understands
When things don’t go as you planned
We’re still worth it all

We both know our own limitations
That’s why we’re strong
Now that we spend some time apart
We’re leading each-other out of the dark,
Cause we both know

You gotta remember

Well, these few days have been kinda tough? Problems start arising etc. and I'm getting really negative about everything...plus keep thinking that I'm gonna fail my exams and can't cope etc. haiz...

BUT! I've been complaining,and being moody which doesn't help at all.
Read the bible today, and a verse fell outta my bible, which really comforted me (: Thank you God (:

You know, the hardest thing is to thank God even when things are going terribly wrong. But I guess that's what I gotta learn.

Safe Haven

Another day out with you! Wow first time go out till so late haha ><
Met you around 5.30? Had dinner etc. until 8.45 for movie! Hahaha ok lurh the movie so so >< the book was nicer xP
Still at least the movie was better than Prometheus right?!! Haha ^^

i had such a wonderful and meaningful time with you ^^
Will never forget <3

Down in the dumps

Why am I feeling so damn sian ever since that day lol.
It's like...go school also sian, come home also sian, go out with belle their a moment of happiness and then sian again.

Smile also like forced out smile.
Laugh also like forced out laugh
Sound and seem so fake.

Haiz...pray pray pray, but i still feel so sian. Help me

Valentine's Day!

So today was Valentine's Day and I thought my only date was gonna be school >< but Ben asked me out a few days back and realised that it was Valentine's Day! Haha :D

So we wanted to go to the fishpond that area for some 'hawker food' but it was raining hard so went to ehub Buddies instead! And yay had ice cream waffle again xP

And then we walked home together (: talking and just enjoying...it was really nice ^^
Romantic? Maybe not in the roses and chocolates kinda way. But it was romantic in the Ben and Pris kinda way haha!
Oh wells...boundaries are still there, but I had a wonderful evening today (:

Thanks darling Ben <3

Astons!

Met up with Ben today for lunch! :D hahas and gave him some rice krispies to try (for Valentine's Day ah xP)

Eeek so nice>< went to Astons at Terminal 1! And then to T3 to get his jellybeans >< and dang I could not find my lipgloss :( but oh wells, I had a wonderful wonderful day xD

Ah Boys To Men 2

Went to watch Ah Boys To Men 2 with Ben on Sat ^^ hehe had such a nice time with him ^^

CNY first day!

Yesterday was the first day of Chinese New Year! And now i'm blogging this in the car on the way to Jumbo for lunch ^^

Yesterday had a funny/great tome playing with my baby cousins ^^ played with Qi Xuan his bayblade toys and his little sister her Winnie the Pooh soft toy xP

Anyways, finally going to mum's sister's house today! Time for steamboat, yu sheng, and maybe cards? Haha (:
Have a great day today everyone! :D

Haiz it sucks uhs...when you tell me that..
It seriously sucks

It's like sec 2 all over again..just this time is worse much much much worse
Cause I know I'm never getting over it, and I don't wanna open up anymore.
I'm not forcing myself...I just don't have the strength to anymore

Waiting

At home now...bored..emo-ing
Yea...keep on looking at my phone and there's no reply from him....
Occasionally..
How long is this gonna take? For me to let things go?
Guess in my heart, honestly...I'm still waiting for him hahas..
Pathetic? but yea there's still hope isn't it? I still love him
Feel so dead right now.

A new page, but the old still stays

Alright so today was the first day of school! Meredian Junior College!! Wooohooo finally :D

Oh wells, the school started off well met many of my primary school friends, but I was really awkward around ice breakers etc. >< today was a tad bit boring cause of all the admin stuff...but orientation starts next tues! (:

Well, everything was going oh so so until the subject combinations came in >< went home kinda sulky..i didn't really know why till I came back from church later that night.
Well, it's like new changes, new life, new friends, new environment, new studying style..there were many fears. Big changes like this i really don't adapt well to ><
And i really missed HaiSing today..I miss all my friends..like a huge community of christian friends and girls i can clown around etc. and I miss my darling...

Well things got better after I shared with my cell leader and went to church, And shared with darling how i felt..
I really hope that somehow I'll be able to so called start afresh in MJC and be happy and excited for school everyday ><

Well, I have awesome friends from both church and hsc, and a great Almighty God. I know I'll be able to pull through.