Cheery-uppie!

Remember those times when I get damn tired...

Dogs always brighten my mood ^^

When mad ar....see em' SMILE le! xD

PILLOOOOOWWWW!!

Have been reading Geog non-stop now I'm going berserk!! ><'
shall continue tomorrow! wanted to do Chem but...my head says stop and my body says go lie down!
HAHA!
But I'm not going to my pillow just yet xP
Gonna listen to music! Slack and..do other random stuff.

Lady Antebellum songs are nice :)
Sis watching Cellular on channel 5 now!!
Waaa show like very nice! Gonna record it and watch it tomorrow xD
Thinking bout tomorrow need study again like damn sian ><
ahhh

Ok this post is really random much?
lol><
Anyways, my blog is FINALLY reaching 500 posts! Shall post something more special in that post :)
After so many years of blogging...I'm still here!
NICE ^^

Bang.Bang.Bang

Arghh...

Think about it.

You return from some place really happy and everything

and then what do you get after that?

Some one scolding you cause you treating them like chauffeurs 

when so clearly they suggested to drive you there themselves....

Seriously...maybe I've been shutting myself up in the room too much

or maybe I don't bother to socialise much anymore and keep in my own little bubble.

Getting bitter towards them

just a few sentences and I'm off

and you're wishing for school to come sooner...

It's soo bad I know

but sometimes they just light up the fuse and you just gotta EXPLODE

Tolerance level ain't improving.

Exams!!
Ok lets see.
SS...screwed SBQ essay was fine
History...kinda screwed SBQ too I think >< essay was fine!

English I hope to get good marks though I know compre got 2 vocab wrong le ><
Math and Chinese coming up next!
Plus Geog! Gotta studying and stop thinking that Geography is easy LOL
Math...ahhhh panic panic panic study study study ><

Long, slow~

The world starts to spin again, you learn things you didn't know then
feels like the bloom is off the rose
but you weather off a few storms and you pull out a few thorns
and together you get a garden that grows and grows

A deep breath, and baby steps
that's how the whole thing starts
It's a long slow beautiful dance
to the beat of a heart~

You have mine~

And you know it came outta no where
like a peal of thunder light
but you know it will subside when time goes running by
and you don't know what to say
and you don't know what to feel

Thinking if he's alone at home
a feeling tells you he isn't
wondering where he's gone running to
you have a hunch you don't wanna believe it's true

So what can you do but just sit and stare
reminding yourself that he still cares
remember that a part of her is always with you
so when she walks away, she will feel it too
and with just a few more steps, I promise you
she will always return to you~

10h 55mins more...

It's on those nights when you drift off and think of everything
you get that same sweet tingling feeling
you try to stop smiling
you muffle your giggles
you don't wanna sleep but continue dreaming

Are you feeling the same way?
Cause I can't wait to see your smile tomorrow ^^

Since my phone went...

Taking a break from studying!
Ok,won't say that my life got 'de-colourised' after my phone got 'taken away'
Buuuuuuut my life became a routine


Wake up, eat, do homework, tuition
Lie on bed to rest, hug green bear
Smell green bear, carry it around xP
Eat, do homework, read bible, read book
Lie on bed, think happy thoughts, miss you, pray, sleep.
Wake up...cycle repeats ._.


Yea...
seems like I'm going back to primary school life lol
BUT! I still had a childhood :P


Anyways...= =
Phone is like dead to me now
Pick it up once in a while (less than a minute most of the time)
But other than that, standby mode '24/7'


So how did your weekend go?
Hope it was productive~
and not 'socially deserted' like me!
(:

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Kony >(

Ever heard of this guy Kony?
I bet you have!
But if not, spare a few minutes to look at this video (:

We will find a way (:

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, and think of you

Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
Flashback, warm nights, almost left behind
Suitcase of memories,
Time after some time you'd picture me
I'm falling too far ahead, you're calling to me, I can't hear what you say
You say, go slow. I fall behind
The second hand unwinds...

I miss you, I love you, and I'll hold on to you always~

and the heron stood in the shallows; motionless and waiting

Don't let it end...

Since I was a little girl, I knew what I wanted
Someday I would change the world, and make my mark on it
Putting time, sacrifice, never though of thinking twice
Since I was a little girl I knew~

But now I'm standing with you, on this terminal
With a ticket so far from your love..
can I have

One more kiss, one more touch
I just can't get enough of you but I'm in a mess
I gotta fly away
Heart's torn up into two
wondering which path to take
Is it possible to have them both?
I gotta fly away~

"What hurts the most
is being so close
and watching me walk away
If that's what they say I gotta do
What hurts the most
is the changes made
I don't think I'll ever smile the same again
If I gotta turn and walk away"

Is it true when they say

If love comes, set it free
If it is true love, it will come back to you 

Cause if it is, I don't think I can ever live with it.

Walking on air~

Beneath the chandelier of stars and atmosphere

tangled like the roots on the ground

The windows open up

the wind is blowing but we're both not making a sound

It's like I'm melting on into you

Give me a reason why we should ever move

And tell me, 

you'll never leave me

that I'm not crazy,

and this is really happening 

Could this be better

you write me letters though you see me everyday

You tend to treat me like my name is up in lights

it really blows me away. 

                                                                  Memories like photographs...

                                                        ~ ^^ here we are.

                                                              So tell me you'll never leave me

                                                              and I'm not crazy

                                                              and this is really happening.. (:

I'm sorry~

Scorned and outcast
Disdained and rejected
Seen as a scum,
a disgrace to your loved ones


With your head down
you bore the beatings
you bore the poundings
you bore the furious profanity


A failure, a shame to the family
Spat at to leave and never return
Scrutinised by the eyes now turned to ice
As you walked past,
a slap to the head, a kick to the leg
Forced to go down on both knees.


But hush little one, you've cried long enough
No one else to blame but you.
Remember to cover up all
With a smile tomorrow at dawn


As the terror in your eyes fade for a minute
Remember his promise of Forever and Always
Remember his promise of 'I'll wait for you'


Just close your eyes this second this minute
Hold onto the teddy
Dwell in your slumber


and Rejuvenate for a long long battle at first light.

Moving on~

so many things going through my mind now~
like mass blogging bout any possible random stuff.

I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
But I knew I had to do it
So hard to see myself without him
I felt a piece of my heart break
But when you're standing at a crossroad
There's a choice you gotta make..

I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
and let go of some things I love to get to the other side
I guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you're trying to fly
Tt's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life...
starts with goodbye


Gosh why you so sad lol

If I had a time machine,
I never want to change the years of my secondary school life
Thinking of all the good and bad times
Change is so damn difficult, but it's the process which is so beautiful~

When a goodbye comes, a hello follows up close by

Hahas I'm completely overwhelmed by all the wonderful memories
always that same warm tingling feeling

FLAG DAY!

Flag day today!
for the disabled people's association (and one more which I forgot) ><
Anyways, met up with Ben first for breakfast!
Then did with him and Kenny
went our separate ways after tt.

First to Simei then Bedok!
O.o got quite a lot from under Mrt tracks and some random place at Bedok!
hahas, nice producive day like tt time when doing SPCA :)

After that, went to riverlife church!
HAPPY DAY! waa the song started off soo nicely xD
Hahas the next flag day...SIGN ME UP!!!!! :D
Join flag day too especially if you've not tried it before!


Sidetracking a little...
Play Richard Claydeman Mariage d' amour
BEAUTIFUL song, and learning it fast :)

Saw a book on endangered species in my school library, and it seems not bad :)
gonna check it out soon!

Hahas, plenty have been going in my life lately,
but with God who provides me with strength and special people around, I will be fine ^^

I was not filled with anger this time.
 I was filled with hurt.
 But I'm filled with hope too (:

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More than meets the eye~

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them..
 What are words if they're really for good times then they're gone~

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Something isn't right but im not ready to give up just yet.
 Just wait and see,somehow I know we can both work this out properly.

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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder,till it was a battle cry~

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There goes my thoughts~

That is the question..
HAHA!
Well, just came back from church!
Well...again my friend turned around and asked me if I was as confused as she was,
and first time...I said YES

Discussing bout Jehovah Tsidkenu was really complicated
wonder was it just me or....maybe I really don't get it><
Righteousness...hmmm hahas!

Adding on to my train of thoughts...
BAPTISM
yea thinking about it for a year plus
hesitated, and still hesitating!! ><
I don't really know what's holding me back cause I really wanna get baptised
I trust that God is my Saviour, and I'm a sinner
but there is something more to baptism...is there?
I dunno...just feel like something is lacking in my thoughts towards getting baptised
once I even questioned myself why do I have to get baptised..
and imaging myself eating the bread and drinking the wine just seems so foreign in some way or another

Hmmm....tonight I shall pray about my doubts :)

How was your Saturday?
Reflected le mah? hahas hope everything goes well for you! ^^
CIAO :D

True love waits~

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

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Hunger Games

Went to catch Hunger Games today! xD
Hahas have been anticipating for kind along now :)
Well, movie was worth watching!
A few parts were cut here and there but all that aside
it was not the best of best but nice nonetheless :D

Sis gonna catch it today with her church peeps!
I wonder if the second part would be coming out though...
hahas cya! :)

Lights out around the world

Found some of these pics online!
some of the many places that helped a little for Earth Hour :)
Rico, Sydney, Egypt...really nice ^^
Hope you guys did your part too!
A little help really goes a long way :)