Free once more

It's like something changed overnight.

Maybe I was trying too hard till I couldn't see what I had originally.

Yea...I didn't know that actually this way is even better than before :)

So now I guess I can finally relax, and enjoy every moment of it.

Wonderful memories I will never forget :)

Oh darling...

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood memories

Memorise what it sounded like when your dad gets home

Remember the footsteps, remember the words said.

I just realised everything of this is gonna be gone....

Just enjoy the moments you have right now.

Never grow up

Thinking...thinking

Then I realise in life got a lot of things I'm afraid of losing.

Everytime I think tt as I grow older,

my parents are too..

one day they're gonna leave me, or I'm gonna leave.

It's scary >< reali scary><

even though I've always wanted to feel wat izit lyk without parents around

but still.....maybe until tt day comes then I would reali understand how tt feels.

:(

Sch starts!

Finally sch started!

Yea didn't blog ytd cause lazy....== lol.

ANYWAYS.

Juz finished Maths, ltr gonna study for Chinese Oral....

Today Bio class, we disected a Pig's Heart!

WOW! It was like super cool and interesting! Hahas lyk doing mini surgery.

yea...obviously got blood, but not reali tt much cause forzen le.

(will post pics on fb instead of here)

Playin Solemon's Keep these few days...hahas.

Yup juz a short post.

Keep you guys updated! :)

Proj I

MOULD!

Night Safari

Yup, went to Night Safari ytd with my family.

Too bad too dark my cam can't take good pics.

ANYWAYS. dunno how long nvr go Night Safari

IT WAS SUPER DARK... ><

even hav to use hp torch to see map lol.

Scary uhs.....but after 4 a while it was ok.

Animals were vry close up

saw a tiger peeing juz infront of me.... ._. lol

Stayed till around 10.50....then went home!

hahahas animals rocks :D

Inheritance!

THIS IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been waiting for this book like months le.
and I was surfing the internet when I found out
INHERITANCE LAST BOOK IS FINALLY OFFICIALLY OUT!!!!!

Woots! (ok sry for all the screaming lol)
but seriously. this ROCKS!
but I think SG will only get it around the end of 2011
However finally I can read it! =D
The Dragon on the front cover also look super nicee! :D
SHOUT OUT TO THE INHERITANCE CYCLE!
(Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, and INHERITANCE!)

Random post. yea always is....

Wheeee! (yea tt's Kevjumba up ther..some of the vids we watched ytd)
Ytd Berek, Eunice, Belle, ZW and Phil came to my hse! =D
O.o...for proj work hahas.
Ok larh...sidetrack and went to watch videos instead lol.

ANYWAYS.
Tmr going for proj I!!!
wait..why am I so excited? hahahas can see frens mah! =D
somemore can look at our results whether successful anot. *nervous*
Yup, ltr may be going NIGHT SAFARI!!
(parents, and me. last min plan)
sry for Marcus and Belle! can't go wif u guys to movie><
HAHAS shout out to COOKIEEMUSH!
(4 no reason XD)

HMK!

WHEEEE!
Argh! forgot to update my wild-lifeless blog!!
Yea...will update this week I promise! hahas (talkin to myself?)

Anyways, hmk still need to continue doing =.=
especially maths!
Yea, tmr need choing..(actually I everyday choinging lols)

Sorry is a strong word

I just realised.
That sorry can really change some things.
If that sorry. Is really sincere.

Win!

Went to Germaine's hse today hahas.

Yup this is her dog Win!

CUTE RITE? obviously...

fur damn nice to touch ><

hyper dog.

Ltr on Zi Kai and some other girls came over to watch movie.

The Orphan.

Lol...but for a while I gtg le...so didn't watch the exciting part.

Pics on fb too! :)

New discovery? Maybe not...

Silence can be quite loud.
Today.
I travelled on the MRT.
Didn't read a book, didn't plug in my earphones.
Look.
Listen.
I can typically hear and see how quiet the entire place is.
No one is communicating with no one. (maybe only in phones)
It's sad really, if you keep on listening to the silence.
Remembering many things.
Remembering those days when everyone seems to be together.
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New discovery? Maybe not....

FB CREATION!

The new century!
Yea juz created fb.
Wahoo!! big fuss bout it?
Seems like I juz come out frm my cave, and stepped into the 1st world country.
Lol spreading fast
Now my email got 100 over....LOL!?

Yea won't be posting any pics today cause using bad com.
Maybe nx ttime :)

shining star!

hahas I just wanted to log off
after blogging bout all my probs
brain clogged up like siao,
Suddenly.
pop! u come online.

waaa SMILE APPEARS!!
literally laughing
to be continued...

I will be proved

Feel stuck
just stuck somewhere
nowhere.

Questions thrown here and there
being able to give a gd answer is difficult
accepting the feeling of not able to give one is even harder.

Well, what to do?
Hahas keep on trying!
Yea...that's what I'll do. Keep on trying.
Easier said then done? yar..of course

Can you see me?
Cause I'm right here, can you listen?
I'm tryin really hard to get there
I'm so tired of being invisible, hoping someone would see me.
Cause I'm standing on the edge now,
it's a long way down
But I say...
I'm gonna let it show!
I'm gonna let go of everything
To find the way to get somewhere
To show everyone who I wanna be,
and to the person who I cared so much about,
I'm gonna let everyone know about what you actually brought into my life, and others!
and prove it! believe me! =D

Kinda complicated yea?

It's hard sometimes

It's been a long time since I've shared the gospel
Yea...but today I sorta said it to one of my friend
who said he is an atheist.
difficult really, to talk things to him.

He said he just accepts the truth
will die one day and just enter oblivion.
prefers to deal with problems head on
with force if needed
no hesitation
no regrets.
a kill or be killed world.

Hai...sounds like a com game uhs.

Then he asks me if he wins in doing tt, he's prodigy,
if he loses, he's a maniac.
Then he asked me which I think he's closer to.
So...how do I answer that?

Home sweet Home

The familiar words.

The familiar text

The familiar comforting feelin

The familiar...everything

Typically you were just home sweet home to me :)

The day the text came...

Everything I did overseas remind me of you
When you were away,
the words I need to hear, to get me through the day are missing.
I really missed you those days.
I felt lost, didn't have a home to go to, it seems.
Don't forget to remember you.
I wonder if you knew. haha

Then suddenly a text came.
YOU ARE BACK!
hahahas!! Even my mum asked me why I was laughing randomly at the phone.
That's was the most comforting thing ever.
Can't wait to talk to you, can't wait to see your face again :)
The happiest day.
When I knew you were back safe and sound. :)

Not giving up

Well, I guess I have to keep on tryin?
For now, let me think things through, let me rest.
A good girlfriend will always be there yea?

Tell you what.
Just had a dream today that you actually gave up on everything and shouted at me
that giving up is the best option.
I shouted back at you saying how can you give up?
'Giving up' is never ever in my dictionary, and I will continue on.
~then I woke up~
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lol....
dunno seems like it's telling me smth,
yea...gimme a break then I will carry on :)

Rmb tt photo?

Hahas saw this pic frm Michelle's blog

waaa nice :)

everyone in it lol

Friday, June 10, 2011

You're finally back!!!

Lalalalalala~
You know how you feel really lost when you weren't around?
as in I really wanted to talk to you but can't?
yea...
BUT!
feel so happy hahas.
for a reason?
You're bck! you're finally bck!
hahahaha feel super super happy! =D

Best, watched Lion King yesterday
was the best show I've watched!!!!! you guys mus seriously seriously go watch
(if still can book tickets).

Ok i gtg do hmk le...==
Seriously I'm rejoicing over weird stuff these days... :)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Pangolin riot in my heart

I'm utterly speechless, and Pissed...==
saw this documentray in China
where they showed Pangolins being poached for their meat skin and scales
IN CHINA! seriously...
I was in China, then I got pissed with China people lol.

Seriously people.
Pangolins are like harmless creatures, they curl up into a ball for defence, not for people to pick them up easily....==
Chinese delicacy can come in other forms.
Not by killing Pangolins for their meat, of killing sharks for their fins.

Think bout it people, think bout it.
Ain't this cruel????!!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

The 1st.

I know I'm still young
But I know how I feel
I may not have much experience
But by the way my heart starts pounding
when I look into your eyes

I might look a little silly
stading with my eyes open wide
I'll spend the rest of my life
explaining what words cannot describe, but I'll try

The 1st is always the best. :)

And when u find everything you looked for

I hope your life, leads you back to my front door.

Well, if it doesn't.

Stay just the way you are =D

My windows are always open

When you're lost in the dark
or left in the cold
When the wind blows your house of cards,
u know u can always send a text gimme a call.

If you're running in the wrong direction, I will lead u bck.

I may not be the best entertainer or anything,
but I hope tt having the time to listen to wat u hav to say
help just as much :)

I'm back!!!
Ok...not if it's like a big deal or anything.
Lol, but I really really missed you guys!!
Came back at around 9 plus ytd

MICHELLE miss you loads! Can't wait to see you again =D
and of course...
BEREK AND CHRYSTON!!!!!!!!!!!
Waa can't wait to see you guys too><

Well, I got plenty and plenty of photos to upload.
So won't be uploading them today
But I bet fb will be filled with them anyways lols.
This will be a random short post :)
Will be creating fb in maybe two weeks time though

You still in Taiwan? Hope everything is fine there
especially the food...